When I’m sad I dream about wisteria
Turning off your phone and then literally dismantling the battery and SIM card because you’re scared of someone texting you
So an entire pack of Belmont blues did not do anything to help numb what I’m feeling but I am the fucking CHAMPION of smoke rings and no one can tell me otherwise
Why do I feel sadness and loneliness so viscerally? Why is such an abstract concept such an overwhelming and physical feeling of pain?